Habritual
The magnificent now is felt so deep
But from perfectly pitched perch I leap
Into swirling whirlpool comforting sleep
Beneath the dulled diluted distraction
One becomes lulled lame satisfaction
And actions bear the wear and tear
Of self-sabotaging sneaky snares
Cannot escape what once is caught
With fleeting flowing of random thought
To sense the system’s hushing constraint
Halting loosed movement, brush, and paint
The image made clear and represented
Guilt, shame steered, and unrepentant
Without solid soil nor cover but foil
Contraption contorted over much toil
Where the arrow points
Pulls marrow and joints
They become unhinged
Nerves numb & singed
A lone cry for the wild
Recall that as a child
With smile now bared
Without further cares
The way was once known
My, how you’ve grown